What is the Point?!

Background story on the blog: So I’m sitting on my bed on Dec 26th at 4 in the morning after having read some past journal entries and I get this epiphany: My life needs to change! I realized I was sick of the life I was living. I had snatched so many areas of my own life from God’s plans and purposes that my life had become an empty shell of existence without experiencing the fullness of life
Decision: I hadn’t even noticed that there were areas of my life that I already began to change. There were even more areas in which my heart was already fixed on changing. In other words my subconscious had already made this decision. My soul desires this change. So there is only one thing left, make the decision and act on it immediately.
Document the change: My decision is simple, don’t just experience this season but document it as well! Write down moments of positivity, moments of doubt, moments of joy, moments of grief, moments where I feel under attack and moments of divine inspiration and intervention. This season will in itself be an ongoing story.
What I will be posting: This blog will be focusing on certain areas of my life that I need to change: i.e. job, school, health, spirituality, fiscal responsibility, goals, dreams, etc. I will be posting some problems in my life, how I will attempt to change those areas and then the outcome when I achieve that change or even surpass the change desired
Why I will be posting: I want to document this season in my life because: A) it will be nice to look back and reflect on this season. b) Everybody reading can keep me accountable in accomplishing my goals. c) Perhaps it will serve as some sort of inspiration for anybody going through my situation or one similar.
Ultimate Goal: My life belongs to God, plain and simple. At the end of my days I will give an account of the life with which God has entrusted me and I want it to be a good one. In addition to that, I don’t feel like I’m living my life but merely existing (as has been the subject to many of my blogs, lol) and I want to change that. I am making the decision to begin this change. Wish me luck!